I don't have regrets..just curiosities..would somethings been better left undone?

Sometimes I think it would have..for the sake of my self esteem.

So I'm a little pissy today, I went for lunch with a guy I used to "see" ie. he was in another relationship at the time. It was we actually did go out and what not and it was physical but no sex. (This was back when I was younger) Anyway we reconnected a while ago..I thing I wrote a blog about him. He's back in town and divorced..but still living with the ex wife.

Anywho he invited me to lunch, I accepted because you should never turn down a free lunch lol.

Everything was going fine until he started the whole "I'm still really attracted to you and I wish I would have done things different and what might have been.." speech.

FUCK ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!

I find it so lovely how I am this "Wonderful, intelligent, attractive woman..but..since I'm already "trapped" in a shitty relationship maybe we can just hook up.


I've had it. I'm sick of being DEMEANED into feeling like a hooker. Those are the kind of women you fuck on the side. They don't care that you have a wife or a girlfriend and that your supposed to be with her. They care about money. I am not one of those women.

I just want a relationship without all the fucking drama..but men seem to eat that shit up with a spoon. Just like the guy I was having lunch with. She was such a bitch to him when they were together and would cry on my shoulder and now he's thinking about going back to her?!! Bitches don't change!! Its like cheaters, they cheated once and you take them back, the only thing they learn is that they can get away with it.



I don't ask for much from a man but I refuse to take this crap.