you wink at me from across the room
here we go again
is it getting warm in here
or is it just you

your undressing me with your eyes
I know your starting at my ass
you make me want to growl
and take you to the floor

tangled up, I'm in so deep
I want to tempt you to break rules
slip your lips along my skin
make me ask for sin again

be gentle and tender
break me from the inside
pull my hair a little
push me over the edge.

update.

Another rare occasion that I am home. Mostly to visit,eat food,have a nice warm bath and just relax before I go back to the boyfriends place.

Sometimes I don't even think I want to go back, we've been fighting pretty much all the time and its getting really depressing. Its just over stupid stuff too. I just feel like he never has or wants to make anytime for me. I mean, I see him most when we are sleeping or..well you know. Thats about it really.

Oh well no point in complaining. I could do worse.

Anyway I really want to go have a bath, I'm feeling a little chilly and kinda hungry. still..lol. i just ate but you know how it is.

Well adios friends. take care wherever you may be.

right now poster girl

So your going to mock me but my inspiration today comes from a Backstreet Boys song. No I haven't lost it.

Its called "Poster girl" and it reminds me of myself in a way. Kinda the "flying by the seat of my pants" attitude. Because you never really know whats going to happen.

If I wasn't so tired I would be feeling very sassy. Alas I have been spending much energy on..carnal persuits. heheh. I wish I could get paid for doing it...well with my bf. I know that you can get paid but being a whore is so not a good career venture. If I could get paid for doing it with my bf I would be freakin loaded.

okay well this blog is about as interesting as ...um...whatever you were doing before you decided to read it.


BTW..this is for all those so called "friends" out there that I have been trying honestly trying to contact for a while now and they just don't bother to get back to me cuz...well whatever lame reason (usually a sig other) YOU SUCK!!! Seriously. You know who you all are. Shame on all of you.