okay...so I started writing this really deep blog but then I erased it because..I felt silly writing it. I don't really like writing about my deep feelings anymore because it feels pointless in a way, like it doesn't matter how I feel about things because they don't often coincide with reality. After all,reality is the only thing that truly matters when it all comes down to it.

I guess thats why the phrase is "But a girl can dream can't she?"

Besides, if even half of some of my dreams came true..I think I would probably explode or something lol.