What is the matter with me? I seriously think my marbels are lost and not comming back. Some people just drive me crazy. I can't even explain it in words. Well I can I guess, but I don't want to. It seems like everytime I open my mouth I end up sticking my foot in it. So its better to just keep what I'm thinking inside my head instead of looking like a complete ass and then having that to freak out about.

Its so frustrating sometimes because I wish I could just do what I really wanted and not have to worry. Ah, in a perfect world maybe but not this one.