The last post of 2006.

My son was born Feb 15,2006...best of the year.

The rest of it was pretty much crap lol

heres to 2007.

I resolve to quit being a fatty and be the best yummy mummy I know I can be. I would also like to get laid. If there are any takers to the task let me know lol.

happy new year!

okay...so I started writing this really deep blog but then I erased it because..I felt silly writing it. I don't really like writing about my deep feelings anymore because it feels pointless in a way, like it doesn't matter how I feel about things because they don't often coincide with reality. After all,reality is the only thing that truly matters when it all comes down to it.

I guess thats why the phrase is "But a girl can dream can't she?"

Besides, if even half of some of my dreams came true..I think I would probably explode or something lol.

merry xmas

Things I would like to do in 2007:

Make time to read more. Wiki about places I would love to go and things I want to learn how to do.

See the movies "Perfume", The # 23 and "Grindhouse"

Buy my son mass multitudes of cool clothes

Get my hair done,nails done and start working out more often

Write more, not just blog but actual pen to paper. Also scrap booking (yeah I'm a nerd but its fun)

Become a wine snob

Become more positive and let go of old wounds

I'm sure I will add more along the way but its a start... I hope that everyone finds the comming year to be a bit better than the last. My wish for everyone is to enjoy the love and company of family and friends but to also cherish the time you spend alone because you can learn more from your self than anyone else.

Merry Christmas.. ~K~

Is it creepy that I fantasize about doing things with people that I know will never happen? I don't think it is...Fuck off I'm lonely okay :P Besides its nice fantasizing...well mostly hahah. Trust me ladies if you knew the guy I was thinking about you probably would get a little excited too.

I'm glad everyone has stopped talking about Borat. I in no way think that making people feel and look stupid is funny. Plus he irritates the hell out of me. "Me think you stupid comedian need to stop trying now."

I got new pillows for my bed *very plush* and nice clean new sheets. I'm gonna sleep soo good. Not like a baby though, whoever made up that saying obviously never had children. lol

You know whats sexy? being sick..boogers are totally hot..uhmmm okay maybe not.

I have another sinus infection and the added treat of a bronchial infection..the upside? Pretty,pretty pills. :P

not much to add today. I will try to post more tomorrow.

Song of the day: Korn and Dem Franchise Boys: Comming undone Remix. Loud and kinda angry..like me :) and Show Me What Ya Got: Jay-Z *fucking adore Jay-Z everything he does is amazing*


So happy, Cash only woke up ONCE! last night. So I actually slept. Which would explain why I don't look like a cats ass today. I also only work 1-6 so I can't complain too much.


Is anybody else getting sick of seeing/hearing about Britney Spear's cooter?? I know I am. That thing should be getting its own reality show its getting so much exposure! Britney honey, if you can afford a prada bag and dior sunglasses I know you can afford a 5$ pair of undies from Walmart!!!! * don't for get to wash em once in a while too*

Well bitches, as always...behave *or at least look innocent when you get caught*

Heres the latest.. I have no time.

I'm working my ass off and sleep has become mostly a fond memory.

I had the strangest dream last night about getting some kind of back surgery and the man of my dreams was a doctor...he was hot and I have no idea who he was! he had the most amazing eyes though, kind of a green/hazel. Who knows maybe he'll be in my future. Ha ya right :P


Although I did get a nice compliment from a customer the other day, we were chatting and got into a little debate about Bush and New Orleans and yada yada and he said "Its nice to know there are still some cute girls with brains out there." I blushed profusely. It made my day.

I've been feeling kinda crappy about all the weight I've gained, I know I'm doing it because of stress. Cash hasn't been sleeping very much at all and I get wound up and over tired so I eat to relax. Lame I know. I try to eat healthy stuff but I know I'm eating way more than I should. I need some duct tape lol. Actually I just need to find a man, I was always slimmer when I was *ahem* burning it off.

Its a little bit of lonelyness too..I'm sick of all these fairweather friends that are always "busy" when you try to get a hold of them yet they always pull the "You never call me " routine when I see them. Cuz it would kill them to call or email or go out and see a movie. Fuck whatever. People are over rated sometimes :P

I've been cooking a lot more, I must say I'm becoming pretty damn good. Some guy is never going to be hungry with me around!

anyway its time for the masters bath, so I gotta run...