so hard...

So I found out today that I am having a baby boy...I'm having what I figured I was having all along.

I had a long fight with the parents again today about the boy. I just hate it, fighting with them about him because I know they are right about most of what they say about him but on the other hand I can't change who he is and I can't change what he did. I also can't change the fact that he is the dad.

Its just so hard because never in a million years did I think this would be how my life would turn out. That I would be another statistic. Another single mother with the babies dead beat daddy.